Disbelief June 26,2002

I don't want to believe it I wish these feelings would leave my head All the things I should have said Thinking them now pointless so here they sit Had I the chance, I'd tell you in an instant But that chance is gone now, and part of me will die And now I mourn the loss of you, and part of me will die I see you now as an angel that was sent But the disbelief has faded It's too late but I know how I feel I'm almost sure now what I see is real I'm head over heals with who I most hated