I always hate you.

I hate the way you act.

I hate the way you talk.

I hate the way you laugh.

I even hated you before.

I hated how we faught.

I hated how you made me cry.

I hated how we made up.

Maybe I don't hate you.

Maybe I never hated you.

Maybe I loved you.

Maybe I still do

Even if I don't hate you,

I will always hate myself

For loving you.