By: Sorceress Yuna
I never knew what love was
I never knew what it felt like to like someone
The feeling of loving somebody
Until I met you
I was afraid to know what I was feeling
I was scared for that was my first time
I kept it to myself
Didn't want you to find out
As time went by I've learned what it was
As time went by I've grown to like you even more
I wanted to voice my feelings to you
But I was scared of what I will get in return
I gathered up all my courage and told you
All you did was nod and walked away
What is this I'm feeling?
It feels like a thousand knives
I thought I did the wrong thing
I still wanted to be friends
Although we felt awkward around each other
We pretended nothing had happened
Every night I'd just think about you
Every time I tried to figure out why I'd fallen for you
All I felt was frustration and confusion
Did you know what I was going through?
All I ever wanted from you was friendship
All you ever thought of me was former classmate
You may not realize
But do you know how much that hurts?
I know I should move on without keep on liking you
But do you know how many times I've tried and failed?
I know that in my life somebody will feel the same for me
Why can't that somebody be you?
A/N: This was all in the past. . . done for . . . I hope the feeling doesn't come back to me, because I don't want to get hurt again. Just see this as an ordinary poem, no meaning at all. ^_^