3It could happen to you
I don't know what I had been thinking at the time. Or if I was even thinking. All I kept saying to myself was God he likes me he really likes me.
I guess you could say I was blind for the most part. To me he was a cute 15 year old boy. And I was an ugly 12 year old girl going to be 13 in a few months.
It seamed impossible for someone to like me enough to flirt with me for longer than a day. He seamed harmless enough to me.
I remember our very first encounter. I was reading a book on learning how to write in Chinese. E came up to me and asked if it was "any good and where I got it."
I told him "I got it from my aunt for Christmas."
He than started to tell me that he was Chinese/Port Rican/ Italian/ and white. And asked what are you?"
I told him I'm African Amearican, I'm Italian, White, Polish check, and Germen." I said trying to ignore him and talk to Ivan. A friend that was close to me and helped me out a lot. He never let Josh get away with shit around him.
Than he said to me "I only go out with girls that are Port Rican or Italian."
"I only go out with boys that I know a little. That aren't complete perverts." I joked he seamed to like the way I joked unlike many other guys.
"I fit in booth of those categories." He said.
I was starting to like this guy more and more even he though had a sick sense of humor.
No you fill neither of those categories." I teased.
Than he asked if I liked Ivan. I told him "as a friend." I lied through my teeth. I had a major crush on Ivan sense the first day of school."
Than the bell rang. I went to my fourth class (science) and told my two best friends the whole thing. Angel told me "to stay clear of this guy he seamed to be a pervert".
But Nicole told me to "go for him. He was going to be hard because of his age but I could get him. And when I did get him not to let him go under any circumstance."
I decided just to flirt a lot next time I had a sub for class. Because that was the only way to get him over next to me and Ivan.
That was my first mistake. I should have taken Angel's advice instead of Nicole's. Nicole had a sense of trouble and danger that seamed to come whenever it came to boys.
Chapter 2
The next day their was another sub for Spanish class. At first I was happy. Until he came and sat next to again. I figured he was here to talk with Ivan. After all they were best friends.
But than he starts talking to me. I had called up Angel and Nicole and told them that I had changed my mind. And I wasn't even going to talk to him again.
He asked if I have a boyfriend. I say "No. I don't. I broke up with him over summer holidays."
"Did you like him a lot?" Josh asks in a sympathetic voice.
"No not really that was one of the reasons I broke it off. Plus I hate long distance relationships" I said. Than I look down at my paper the sub gave me to do. "God I hate this work I don't understand this shit." I said.
"Here." Josh said as he's taking my paper. "Let me do this for you. I'm really good in this class you know."
"Actually I didn't know that." I said as Josh finished the worksheet. And I caught his occasional glances. I didn't really care at the time anyway. Josh wasn't bad looking or anything like that. He was actually kind of cute. He was tall, strong, he had dark brown eyes and black hair, and he had glasses like me.
It's just that I liked two other guys. One's name was Hang-Bo. I'd liked him sense September. He was short. He had the best smile. That smile could wash away any darkness in me. He was kind of chubby but sweet. He had light brown eyes. Dark black hair. Those cute Chinese eyes. He didn't know any English other than Fuck you bitch. But no matter what happed I couldn't get with him. He was friends with the jocks/jerks. And one jock hated me the most out of everything. He called me every name in the book. And said a lot of shit he couldn't back up.
The other boy was a boy who had just moved here. This one I had a small chance with. He was tall. Strong, no glasses, brown eyes. Not very popular. He had a broken leg and often hit people he didn't like with the crutches. He was funny. His name was Zack. He was ok. But he was going out with someone already. But that girl was one of my supposed friends. Her name was Donna and she hated him. One time she told me she would pay me to take him off her hands.
After Josh was done helping me we started to talk to Ivan. Josh asked "Ivan have you told Jen about Ivan world yet?"
"No. But I will in a second he said finishing copying my paper. When he did he said "It Ivan world there is no such things as humans. All of you're usual activates will be done by a robot clone."
"Do the robots date each other in Ivan world" I tease.
"No. There's no such thing as a girl robot clone and a boy robot clone."
"Hold up!" Josh yells. "This is a part you forgot to mention to me. What about sex and love." He says "and how the hell are robots suppose to reproduce. Where's the fun in that?"
"Well there is nothing fun about sex in the real world. So what will the difference be?" Ivan asked.
"Hold up! I shouted. I have to agree with Josh on this one. I believe that that is totally fucked up."
"Well I don't know about you two Josh said but I'm still a virgin. But he added in hast. I plan on loosing it before I'm 23."
"I'm a virgin too and I'm going to lose it before I'm 23 too. I said.
"I'm never going to lose it said Ivan.
And that was the end of the period. But before we all left me Ivan and Josh met in the corner. And Josh asked "Can I touch those" he said pointing to my tits "I've wanted to ever sense the first day of school. Than he reached out and tried.
But I jumped away quickly. And said "Hells no in you're dreams maybe. Better yet not even then."
"Don't touch her there. Ivan yelled out infuriated. And he went to hit Josh but he was too slow. And he missed.