Apologies

I'm sorry for asking you so many questions
For putting you on the spot
I'm sorry for your embarassment
For being so open
I'm sorry for being so honest and truthful
I'm sorry

I hope it was all a dream
Those things I said
Perhaps I was too honest?
Perhaps I lied?
I don't know
I apologize

I want this gut feeling
To just disappear
It doesn't feel right
I'm sorry for telling you everything
From my deepest secrets
To my emotions
And memories
I'm sorry

I'm sorry for putting you on the spot
But I hope I can trust you
If this turns out wrong...
I'm sorry for trusting you in the first place

But I hope you apologize for one thing
For this gut feeling in my stomach that won't go away
It feels so wrong
I'm sorry