I am filled with such heartache.
A million times I could have told you how I felt.
Why couldn't I see it then?

The position has not been filled,
There remains a hole inside.
Were you not worth the risks?

The tears I've shed,
All over you ~ all for you.
All this pain inside;
I want to give it to you.
See how you would feel in my shoes.
All this misery ~ all the agony.
You can have it,
I never wanted it.
All I ever wanted was to be with you.