3I wake up every morning
Feeling lonely and displaced
I want to be somebody else
My mother does not believe in me
My father does not care
All my friends have betrayed me
Dear God. where do I fit in?
I can't even take the person that I have become
Every night I cry myself to sleep and bury all the pain
So all the tears were silent inside yeah see
I cant do anything right
I am always called names
Everyone makes me feel like I am dumb
I just want to die
Then all the pain and frustrations might go away
Maybe once I die I can come back to earth
But as a person who is well liked and was not misunderstood
Maybe this time I will have good parents
That will like, believe, and love me
Maybe I can find true friends
Who I will be able to trust and count on
Just maybe
I hope I'm making the right decision this one time
No one will miss me
No one will care
They all probably want me gone and out of their lives
I wonder if I will even have a funeral?
I wonder who will come?
Hopefully in my next life.I will smile for the first time (