Sometimes I wonder why I can't talk
All alone with my feelings compressed
I wish I could say
Why I'm never there
I may be seen
But I'm never heard

Sometimes I wonder why it happened
The pain of my life has surfaced
I wish I could tell you
I really really do
But somewhere inside me
I'm yelling don't you remember last time?

Sometimes I wonder why I'm here
All my life destroyed dreams
I wish I could speak
My pain and discontentment to you
Yet somehow I know
This will never be

So I will spend my time alone
Again
With no one to talk to
Maybe when I have forgiven myself
You shall know of my distress….