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Sometimes I wonder why
I keep on living
The blade only takes so
Much pain
Maybe
Today is the day it
Goes to deep
And already plae skin
Becomes paler and streaked
With warm red screams

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You don't know
Never did
The emptiness inside
The need to feel
Something
Anything - 'cause feeling means I'm alive
So you ignore my troubled eyes
Say that it will pass
Say that I should talk about it
But that never lasts
You wouldn't survive the truth
Don't even have a chance
Why waste my breath talking
When with just a glance
You can see my
Bleeding skin
Can hear my twisted laugh?
Oh, I'm perfectly sane
There never was a doubt
I'm just in love with the pain
Within and without.

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