I wanna be lost.
Yes, I know that's not proper english, but right now I don't care.
I want to be lost, happy now?
I don't care where, when or for how long, just get me lost.
It's easier than being here.
Don't look at me like that.
I know what you're thinking; I'm running again.
So what if I am?
It's my life.
If I want to run then it's my decision to run.
Yes, I know everyone thinks I should stick around and deal with my problems.
But I don't want to.
I want to be lost, and I don't care where.
Logical bullshit.
Everything you say is logical bullshit.
Do you honestly need to know why I run?
Because of this.
Everything is wrong here.
I don't fit.
It's not my place.
Think sensibly.
My god, you're not listening are you?
I don't want to be here.
No, it's not your fault.
Stop thinking it's you.
I'm fucked up.
I know I'm fucked up.
I wanna be lost and I don't give a shit how I get there.
Just drive.
_darknightchilde_