I wanna be lost.

Yes, I know that's not proper english, but right now I don't care.

I want to be lost, happy now?

I don't care where, when or for how long, just get me lost.

It's easier than being here.

Don't look at me like that.

I know what you're thinking; I'm running again.

So what if I am?

It's my life.

If I want to run then it's my decision to run.

Yes, I know everyone thinks I should stick around and deal with my problems.

But I don't want to.

I want to be lost, and I don't care where.

Logical bullshit.

Everything you say is logical bullshit.

Do you honestly need to know why I run?

Because of this.

Everything is wrong here.

I don't fit.

It's not my place.

Think sensibly.

My god, you're not listening are you?

I don't want to be here.

No, it's not your fault.

Stop thinking it's you.

I'm fucked up.

I know I'm fucked up.

I wanna be lost and I don't give a shit how I get there.

Just drive.

_darknightchilde_