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The Window and the Park
A fairly long-ish poem about a memory of mine and how I feel about it now. Just to be clear, the memory represents a piece of the situation. It's a happy poem towards the end but it deals with adults trying to leave and stuff in the middle. I dunno. You are forewarned.Poetry: Family, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 630, 8/6/2017
I Write for Myself
A brief poem about how and why I write for myself, and no one else. I've spent enough time unhappy because of what a parent or friend wants me to write, so I will write what I want to write, what I love. That is where my best writing will come from. Writing with no expectations, just love and aspiring to do better.Poetry: General, K+, English, Poetry, words: 125, 6/26/2016
The Birch Tree Says Goodbye
Just a poem about my opinion on cutting down trees. Even if we can't save them all, shouldn't we be trying to find cures to the rots and diseases that ravage the things that give us so much air? I suppose, maybe it is too much. But I can dream. Also, the poem is written rather simply, I guess.Poetry: Nature, K+, English, Poetry, words: 62, 5/14/2016
You cannot
I guess, this poem isn't that good. It was my attempt to get out some feelings I'm having, without actually having to say a word or show anyone (in real life). It is about people whose words try and tear at you, and finding a way to just forget and move on (probably could've explained it better, oh well).Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 61, favs: 1, 5/13/2016
Longing
Sometimes, you care about someone so much you can't stand it. And sometimes, you hold it all in. But why?Poetry: Love, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Friendship, words: 31, 4/19/2016
1 Shyness
One of the many reasons why I write... My fear of speaking.Poetry: Life, K+, English, Poetry, words: 93, favs: 2, 4/8/2016
I'll Love You Forever
A poem about what it really means to love someone forever. It is not necessarily romantic love, but it can really be any kind of love. I don't really understand why I wrote it, at this point, or what half of my intentions were with the lines... Oh well.Poetry: Love, K+, English, Friendship & Hurt/Comfort, words: 54, 4/1/2016
5The Final Hope »
Galia is your more-than-average girl living in the third millenium. Eeva is your completely average girl living in the the second millenium. The two quickly cross paths, if only by their inexplicable powers. While Galia wonders more about the persom she seeks, Eeva wonders more about herself. But why doesn't Eeva know who she is, and why does Galia try to hide who she really is?Fiction: Fantasy, K+, English, Fantasy, chapters: 6, words: 11k+, follows: 2, updated: 3/2/2016 published: 3/23/2015
World of Glass
A poem about how depression feels/felt to me, and slowly learning to fight against it. Right now, I'm learning to let light shine through my world of glass. It takes time, a lot of time, and a lot of work. But eventually, the glass will become transparent. No matter how dark the glass becomes, there's bound to be something within it worth fighting to make it light again.Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Poetry, words: 181, 2/28/2016
2 The Calm Poem
Just a poem I wrote for myself, for when I get sad, or lonely, or down. It's basic message is: no matter what, you will always be you, and that's a good thing. I guess today was one of those days I needed it more. That's when I thought it might be good to post it here, so other people can use it if they need to (or not, I dunno). So, here it is, my calming poem.Poetry: Life, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Poetry, words: 57, favs: 1, 2/20/2016
1 I've Changed
It's that time of year again. The time I write a poem, a poem purely about myself. A poem to remind people that, no matter who someone is, what "issues" they have, or who they love, they're still alive. If everyone can have understanding of differences, then our world will be better, I hope that by sharing who I am, I can help people gain more understanding and tolerance.Poetry: Life, K+, English, Poetry, words: 148, 2/16/2016
1Fallen Angel
A medium length poem about a myth (one I made up). The story of the first fallen angel to roam Earth. It's kinda weird, I guess. I hope it makes sense... ugh. sorry.Poetry: Fantasy, T, English, Supernatural & Fantasy, words: 157, 2/12/2016
Friends are Like Fish - In a Good Way
A short poem about how much my wonderful friends mean to me, with a message: even if you don't feel like you have anyone now, just keep holding on. There's someone for everyone, that's what I believe. It just takes a good friend to help you see.Poetry: Friendship, K+, English, Friendship & Poetry, words: 181, favs: 1, 2/8/2016
Uncertain
I'm not entirely sure what my original purpose was in writing this... oh well. I guess it's just a poem about how I feel about my writing these days... I dunno...Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst & Poetry, words: 150, favs: 1, 2/3/2016
1 Through my Window
Imagine a world where good and evil are flipped on their heads: demons are good, and angels bad. Now imagine a demon who wants to be an angel. That's this poem.Poetry: Fantasy, K+, English, Fantasy & Poetry, words: 170, 1/15/2016
My Thoughts
My thoughts, my daydream world, and how much I wish they'd come true. And yet, I wish they would disappear, too.Poetry: Life, K+, English, Poetry & Angst, words: 268, 1/8/2016
3 Never Again
Just something a friend said... and the need for me to get my feelings about it out. Kinda-rather angsty/angry/sad. I don't know. I guess when you think you someone, and they let you down... you write poetry. At least I do.Poetry: Friendship, T, English, Angst & Poetry, words: 265, favs: 1, 1/4/2016
1 One Step More
I decided to try something a little different: writing a song. I do suppose this could be conceived as slightly creepy, though I don't think it to be. Just a quick song about life, and general thoughts, I guess. I'd say it'd have a 3/4 tempo, I think. I dunno. I don't know anything. Haha.Poetry: Song, K+, English, Poetry, words: 154, 11/25/2015
Rumors and Lies
Okay, before I go any further, a disclaimer: this contains heavy themes of bullying and subtle ones of self-harm, so yeah... there's that. Anyways, here's a long-ish poem, basically themed around stuff getting better. Life getting better. But don't expect the beginning to be happy. It isn't. So, you've been warned.Poetry: Life, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Poetry, words: 191, 11/22/2015