Drownin Despair and heartache facing the idea that no matter how much you want to do better, knowing you will always do it again.
Poetry: General, K+, English, words: 164, 6/30/2004
5I See I see cruelty in the hearts of the pure/and beauty in the minds of the damned...
Poetry: General, K+, English, Drama, words: 73, favs: 1, 2/19/2004
4Please Don't Tempt Me I just can't imagine that this is worth fighting for any longer.
Poetry: General, T, English, Drama, words: 190, favs: 1, 9/13/2003
4I Have To Be Happy "The smile is nothing but show,/more counterfeit than the happiness/that I convince myself I know."
Poetry: General, K+, English, words: 444, 7/23/2003
24Someone » Sometimes the only answer is no answer at all...A hair out of place or a misguided footfall could change destiny...just when you are ready to quit, there's something there. This story is about that something; or in my case, someone.
Fiction: Romance, T, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 12, words: 11k+, favs: 5, updated: 7/10/2003 published: 4/11/2003
3Words "I only wish I could begin to put words to my thoughts, to the emotions that are speeding through my mind, to the incoherent, yet beautiful, thoughts."
Poetry: Love, K, English, words: 148, 6/8/2003
3Emerald Eyes pg for language. tells of lies that hide behind a false personna.
Poetry: General, K+, English, Drama & Angst, words: 91, 12/7/2002
5My Prayer, to the Powers that Be A lesson told from the Powers that Be to a boy in need of their wisdom, after the narrators prayer pushes the Powers that be into action. Lesson deals with love that doesn't seem enough.
Poetry: General, K+, English, Drama & Romance, words: 395, 11/17/2002
6My Concert » The ficticious story of the journey to a Josh Groban concert, the actual concert, and the resolution. The emotions and feelings from a fan's view as the events occur. *COMPLETE*
Fiction: General, K, English, chapters: 4, words: 4k+, 9/22/2002
5Beneath His Chin An archetypical poem speaking of the final end to a fallen hero.
Poetry: General, K+, English, Drama, words: 124, 8/10/2002
4Wait for Life to Hit Depression hits and a slight glimmer of hope comes with the fall.
Poetry: General, K+, English, Drama & Angst, words: 135, 8/3/2002
4Inspiration Just a little thing about someone who has really inspired me.
Poetry: General, K, English, words: 151, favs: 1, 6/12/2002
9The Tool Of My Destruction A first hand story of being a cutter, basically what goes on after the cutting ends. Intense language at points. Only for those mature enough to handle a self-mutilation theme.
Fiction: General, M, English, Drama & Horror, words: 1k+, favs: 4, 5/20/2002
7Happiness Is For Those Who Will Have It Just a collection of short thoughts on why I am not and probably will never be truly happy.
Poetry: General, K, English, Angst & Drama, words: 194, 5/7/2002
4Close Your Eyes A poem about coaxing a small boy to fall asleep when he's scared what might become of the world as he dreams. 2nd meaning-a way of telling someone who's scared to die that it is ok to just let go.
Poetry: General, K, English, words: 187, 4/22/2002
7Goodbye Darling A piece I am very proud of. Rated for a reason, which I will not give so I do not give away the story. Deals with love and loss to a point few can handle, slight sexual content and extreme solutions to a horrid situation. (implied m/f)
Fiction: General, M, English, Romance & Drama, words: 1k+, 4/14/2002
6Toy With Me "How long are you planning to toy with me...And my emotions before finally ripping them apart?"
Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst, words: 224, 4/6/2002
10Could Be Wrong Quite repetitive, but I think I made my point as it nears the end: "I could be wrong."
Poetry: General, K, English, words: 218, favs: 1, 3/27/2002
5Ante Up A poker themed loved and lost poem. I'm not as depressed as this makes me seem, it doesn't really fit my situation. But it came, so I posted it.
Poetry: General, K, English, words: 230, 3/24/2002
4The Bells of Hell A psychological descent into madness as the realization hits me that the torments of Hell are inevitable.
Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst & Drama, words: 157, 3/15/2002
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