Well where shall I begin.. Life has been a whirlwind of endless thought and emotion. I keep reminding myself that the busier I can stay the less I will think about home. Obviously this is wishful thinking and home haunts me like a bad dream.. What I miss most of all are the bonds I left behind to people who meant the world to me.. You know who I am talking about. I have tried to call and no response.. Are you trying to tell me something or am I just in denial with the fact that our friendship is no more. I have been so far off this Earth half the time I forget the little things in life that used to make me laugh or even just smile..