Monday,Sept 26, 2005
5:34 PM

Ha! Well, it really has been a long time. Again. I never know what I should write these days... I had a poetry phase, but the poems I come up with now are too angsty and violent and personal. Eh! And I really don't have any ideas for novels. Plus, whatever ideas I do get will be contributed to a novel-writing contest! But, I'll try to find inspiration. Autumn always brings some inspiration with its dreary skies, biting air, and drifting, dying leaves...

I was going to delete everything I have up here-- to start on a clean slate, you know? Because everything that's here is absolute rubbish. But the reviews I got are so lovely, I couldn't part with them! Ehh... Perhaps I could just make a new account?

Also, I'm changing my name just a bit. I'm just afraid that people I know will recognize my usual nickname, then make fun of me at school or something. Meep! I'm already laughed at enough without bad stories to add onto my list.

Writer's block. Ergh! I need a prompt... Everything I come up with these days in for fanfiction (not that I've written anything there, either), and I can't think of any way to swap it around into an original story. Well, I'll try to think, but for now, all I can work with is a pencil on lined paper for drawings and whatnot.

Anywho, I hope to come up with a project or something soon. I really wish I had something reliable to devote my time to, something I won't get tired of so quickly. Honestly, everytime I start to write something, I might get to the second chapter before dropping it. I feel so horrible!

- Meh