1Contraditons put as love cause there's no "after love" catagory, this one is really new, the feelings are fresh, i've never been broken up with before, and trying to deal with that, even posting this is a contraction cause even if he reass it he won't understad it

2Still be Sad written a few months after my friend died, and dealing with as the title says, still feeling sad

4Not Supposed to this is an old one written for a friend who killed himself

2The Feelings dealing with the depressed feelings that never go away, written for somone who may never read and will never understand

9Normality? this is an old one written a few months after my friend killed himself, about wondering how long it takes the heart to heal

8Maybe Now maybe now the pain will go away, another peice about my depression

5Happy Ever After another one about the falicy of fairy tales and the power the dream of your happy ever after has (i know it's happily ever after i just like the flow of happy ever after)

9My Love this was written for my hunny, but i think a lot of peopel can relate, so ihope you like it, i don't do the love poems (lord love a duck i'm writting love poems)

6Free Me! this is another peice that deals with my being diagnosed with clinical depression, and not being able to heal myself, pls r&r

10Good Grils Don't again rated for alluding to certain things, this is about trying to be a good girl like you've always been told with a bit of a twist, hope it's not scattered pls r&r took me forever to get it right!