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4My Last Goodbye
Written in May. (Was that that long ago) I still find this poem highly disturbing... and yes, the last part refers to the fictionpress people with their reviews and support, last year, the ones of you who still remain to read this. Is as title. Except obv
Poetry: Life, T, English, words: 205, 8/12/2006
2equation
Written a few months ago. Unlike a lot of my other stuff, this isn't really centred around the angsty madness of last year. It's centred around the illness that provoked... the events of last year. I guess a lot of it's subtle and glossed over... but; thi
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst & Angst, words: 160, 8/12/2006
1The Joyous Loss Of Remembrance
A short thing I wrote around a month ago, regarding... a stiuation I'd still rather not think about. Mood title.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 70, 8/12/2006
4Ripped »
A poem in 4 parts - my most recent work... written today. I just wrote, and some of it's maybe not that good, but that's why I kept writing... the last part's like the summary, dismayed... I'm not glad of the angst. R&R please...
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, chapters: 4, words: 468, favs: 1, 8/10/2006
9fictionpress
I was thinking of fictionpress when i wrote this. I guess this is really my experiences, my take on it. I like to think it's insightful. It's certainly different to what you might think.
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 129, follows: 1, 5/20/2006
2A Dream Of Normality
I know it's not really like my other stuff... but my poetry reflects me, so if I crack, my poetry will drift and jar. It's layered, and probably confusing. But, even so...
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 136, 2/22/2006
3Sixteen
A sort-of sequel to 'Fifteen'. It's drifting, and... I haven't written poetry for such a long time. But I wrote this. ...
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 275, 2/22/2006
2Talking to
A conversation with someone... when you read the AN you will know what I mean when I say this is a true story. I stood there, and talked, and talked, and let out everything...
Fiction: General, T, English, Angst & Angst, words: 740, 12/12/2005
2The Last Exam
This isn't really about the exam. It's thoughts of mine, I just sat down and wrote 'em. This doesn't express my feelings as well as I wanted. I havn't updated for ages, ne?
Fiction: General, T, English, Angst, words: 302, 11/27/2005
10Night World
This is not about dreams/nightmares; more it is about, uh... well, me, at night. I don't sleep much, instead I... (read poem) Thoughts and emotions.
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 233, favs: 1, 7/15/2005
9Fifteen
This poem was written in the same sort of mind as 'Since February'. "I never asked to be fifteen..."
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 251, favs: 1, 7/5/2005
6Since February
Me thinking about my life 'since February'. I was feeling down because it hasn't really been brilliant so I wrote a poem about it... as usual.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 309, favs: 1, 6/27/2005
2Almost
I wrote this the night before I wrote 'Nightmare Terror', but only just typed it up . More of my angsty writings about darkness, and needing to escape... more true feelings & emotions...
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 200, 6/27/2005
3Nightmare Terror
As title. Under Horror because.. well, it goes briefly over a few of my more... horrifying nightmares. I wrote this coz my parents are trying to force me to go to sleep at a normal time, and I don't like having much sleep coz of.. as described in poem.
Poetry: General, T, English, Horror, words: 190, 6/20/2005
6What Is The Point
I wrote this poem over a month ago but am going to put it up even so because it still represents how I feel about my situation. Most people will not know what I'm going on about but... yes. More of the dp/dr also.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 361, 6/12/2005
4Spiralling
The end of this poem is very abrupt, but it is how I felt at the time and place of writing, which was sometime past midnight, sitting in my open window in the night.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 177, 6/11/2005
3Pointless Trying
This is a mix of ideas and feelings of mine, woven into a poem. I was semi-depersonalised at the time of writing, which explains some of the odder ideas. It was also written very late (or early). But I don't think it's bad, even so.
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 228, 6/11/2005
4Behind Closed Lids
This has some of the same ideas as in 'Keeping Me Sane', about not facing reality. Ideas about staying in darkness...
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 181, 6/11/2005
5Façade
Just an idea of mine. This was inspired by a brief drawing I did of an ornate house FRONT only- a facade- with flames shooting out from behind. (read the poem and understand.)
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 225, 6/10/2005
4Owl Sanctuary
This was a poem I wrote when I was 12, and it won 1st prize and 100 in a regional poetry competition. Just thought I'd post it for all to see ;)
Poetry: General, K, English, words: 48, 6/7/2005