Author: thedarkthatiwas

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4 My Last Goodbye Written in May. (Was that that long ago) I still find this poem highly disturbing... and yes, the last part refers to the fictionpress people with their reviews and support, last year, the ones of you who still remain to read this. Is as title. Except obv

Poetry: Life, T, English, words: 205, 8/12/2006

2 equation Written a few months ago. Unlike a lot of my other stuff, this isn't really centred around the angsty madness of last year. It's centred around the illness that provoked... the events of last year. I guess a lot of it's subtle and glossed over... but; thi

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst & Angst, words: 160, 8/12/2006

1 The Joyous Loss Of Remembrance A short thing I wrote around a month ago, regarding... a stiuation I'd still rather not think about. Mood title.

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 70, 8/12/2006

4 Ripped » A poem in 4 parts - my most recent work... written today. I just wrote, and some of it's maybe not that good, but that's why I kept writing... the last part's like the summary, dismayed... I'm not glad of the angst. R&R please...

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, chapters: 4, words: 468, favs: 1, 8/10/2006

9 fictionpress I was thinking of fictionpress when i wrote this. I guess this is really my experiences, my take on it. I like to think it's insightful. It's certainly different to what you might think.

Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 129, follows: 1, 5/20/2006

2 A Dream Of Normality I know it's not really like my other stuff... but my poetry reflects me, so if I crack, my poetry will drift and jar. It's layered, and probably confusing. But, even so...

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 136, 2/22/2006

3 Sixteen A sort-of sequel to 'Fifteen'. It's drifting, and... I haven't written poetry for such a long time. But I wrote this. ...

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 275, 2/22/2006

2 Talking to A conversation with someone... when you read the AN you will know what I mean when I say this is a true story. I stood there, and talked, and talked, and let out everything...

Fiction: General, T, English, Angst & Angst, words: 740, 12/12/2005

2 The Last Exam This isn't really about the exam. It's thoughts of mine, I just sat down and wrote 'em. This doesn't express my feelings as well as I wanted. I havn't updated for ages, ne?

Fiction: General, T, English, Angst, words: 302, 11/27/2005

10 Night World This is not about dreams/nightmares; more it is about, uh... well, me, at night. I don't sleep much, instead I... (read poem) Thoughts and emotions.

Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 233, favs: 1, 7/15/2005

9 Fifteen This poem was written in the same sort of mind as 'Since February'. "I never asked to be fifteen..."

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 251, favs: 1, 7/5/2005

6 Since February Me thinking about my life 'since February'. I was feeling down because it hasn't really been brilliant so I wrote a poem about it... as usual.

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 309, favs: 1, 6/27/2005

2 Almost I wrote this the night before I wrote 'Nightmare Terror', but only just typed it up . More of my angsty writings about darkness, and needing to escape... more true feelings & emotions...

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 200, 6/27/2005

3 Nightmare Terror As title. Under Horror because.. well, it goes briefly over a few of my more... horrifying nightmares. I wrote this coz my parents are trying to force me to go to sleep at a normal time, and I don't like having much sleep coz of.. as described in poem.

Poetry: General, T, English, Horror, words: 190, 6/20/2005

6 What Is The Point I wrote this poem over a month ago but am going to put it up even so because it still represents how I feel about my situation. Most people will not know what I'm going on about but... yes. More of the dp/dr also.

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 361, 6/12/2005

4 Spiralling The end of this poem is very abrupt, but it is how I felt at the time and place of writing, which was sometime past midnight, sitting in my open window in the night.

Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst, words: 177, 6/11/2005

3 Pointless Trying This is a mix of ideas and feelings of mine, woven into a poem. I was semi-depersonalised at the time of writing, which explains some of the odder ideas. It was also written very late (or early). But I don't think it's bad, even so.

Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 228, 6/11/2005

4 Behind Closed Lids This has some of the same ideas as in 'Keeping Me Sane', about not facing reality. Ideas about staying in darkness...

Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 181, 6/11/2005

5 Façade Just an idea of mine. This was inspired by a brief drawing I did of an ornate house FRONT only- a facade- with flames shooting out from behind. (read the poem and understand.)

Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 225, 6/10/2005

4 Owl Sanctuary This was a poem I wrote when I was 12, and it won 1st prize and 100 in a regional poetry competition. Just thought I'd post it for all to see ;)

Poetry: General, K, English, words: 48, 6/7/2005

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