1Mahogany Birds about a song by benny goodman (swing time at the rockies). if you listen to the song from the begining and read this at the same time to the beat of the song, it matches up actually. pritty darn cool and it took me a while so R/R!

2We Are The Grim, We Are The Colds came about from my mother and my 'friends' directly and non-directly calling me a moran for being how i am. just a bunch of bottled up emtions let out i guess.

2Devil's Drowner um my own last days i suppose. i was thinking about kurt cobain's sigh last days (not the movie) and how my friends were pissing me off and how much i really didnt want any friends whatsoever. conclusion; i had alot on my mind. R/R

6The canada boys » During the Depression, finn joins a rail riding group called the canada boys. she soon falls for the the head hancho canada boy, larkins but must quickly learn to deal with his depression and the hard times all of them must face while riding the rails.

Autopeotomy i dont care Song. a song i wrote after i was inspired by the book i had to read for school. RR!

1My Mind and My Peers a poem i wrote when i was pissed at my life. its really sappy but it made me feel good when i wrote it so yeah, enjoy. RR

3Mother, Look About how my mum ignors how depressed i am and how she hasnt realized about my cutting for over a year.

1Conclusions yeah, this is another free verse/ let every thing out poem becuase alots been on my mind these past few days, like ive been feeling exceptionally lonely like constantly so yeah, this is the result of my lonelyness.

2Coward This poem was the result of a spurt of emotions. i just kept writting so it may not make sense to you but for me it felt awful good to let it all out if you know what i mean. awell.

6To Cut: A Crucial Medication Yeah this is one of those poems where you feel the incredible need to tell the world how you feel, you want people to feel it threw your words. Im not sure if i really captured what i was feeling at the time but W/E.