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Crash and Burn
"Slicing it's like paradise for those first few seconds... and then I realize the horrid truth of the situation: that I've cut my body to bloody ribbons, just to feel a moment of this not-quite joy."
Fiction: Biography, T, English, Angst, words: 708, 5/20/2005
1Pain is Comforting
There is strange sort of comfort in knowing that I have been broken beyond repair, and you can no longer hurt me like you have countless times before.Poetry: Friendship, T, English, Poetry & Angst, words: 335, 5/16/2005
Suicide Note
I go through the cycles of mortality/ With a smile plastered on my face/ And an aching hole in my heart./ And I used to dream of a better tomorrow,/ But tomorrow never came.
Poetry: General, T, English, Tragedy & Angst, words: 326, 5/16/2005
2NonConsensual Lolita
Like a childhood toy, worn old with use, I can't help but feel a little bit broken, a little bit abused.Poetry: General, T, English, Poetry & Angst, words: 131, favs: 1, 5/16/2005
1Jack Daniels At Midnight »
"There's a hollow ache in my heart, a breathless empty throbbing in the center of my chest where all my past hurt is stored. I want you- please stop; I need you- go away; I hate you- hold me; I love you."Fiction: Biography, T, English, Angst, chapters: 8, words: 2k+, 5/10/2005
3Fallen Lovers, Broken Hearts
"I was skilled at the trade of heartbreaking; I knew the words and actions a predator would play out to gain trust. And a predator this last girlfriend was, for in the end I did not have her heart on that aged shelf, but she did have mine..."Fiction: Biography, T, English, Romance & Angst, words: 2k+, favs: 1, 5/9/2005