by His blood
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rising from the burning ashes of failure and crashandburn ... i breathe, and tears of joy reflect the light against my face like stained glass.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Spiritual & Drama, words: 1k+, favs: 2, 1/22/2008
2stars : calling lost angels
[collection] [in progress] for all the broken, there is hope that i felt for myself in healing granted through incredible grace and love on the night that light broke through my scars now healed, the blood washed away in Him.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Spiritual & Drama, words: 839, favs: 1, 1/3/2008
3scars washed white in Him »
[collection] my testimony of the incredible healing i experienced through the love and grace of the Lord Jesus expressed through poetry, prose and the simple truth.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Spiritual & Drama, chapters: 2, words: 2k+, 12/30/2007
4 let the rain bring healing
as the last bloodstains of my past are washed away ... i pray for all the broken to find peace and love and hope in Him ... because once i was bleeding, and i know what hell feels like.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Spiritual & Tragedy, words: 1k+, favs: 1, 12/24/2007
4suffering in Him
[collection] sometimes we can only grow stronger in faith, love and trust through suffering and pain. sometimes we need to experience sorrow before we can know and appreciate true joy.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Spiritual & Angst, words: 1k+, 12/23/2007
8 black roses washed white
from the agony of addiction to the indescribable joy of salvation this is love beyond words and the meaning of God's grace.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Spiritual & Drama, words: 2k+, favs: 1, 12/15/2007
18by His blood »
[collection] from broken to alive again and all i can do is shed the sweet tears of grace falling from inside a heart so full it could break.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Spiritual & Drama, chapters: 5, words: 6k+, favs: 2, updated: 12/13/2007 published: 11/24/2007
4 from agony to salvation
i haven't breathed in so long ... but i haven't felt like this, ever. i never thought i deserved even to breathe, but this ... is beyond anything i ever thought was possible for me. i've been brought back to life but more alive than ever before.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Spiritual & Drama, words: 1k+, 11/23/2007
4 a soul bled black
[this is what it is to burn.] and i'm forever beyond redemption, so watch me pull the trigger and fall into hell. there's nothing left now.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Angst & Horror, words: 561, 11/19/2007
5 whispers in the dark
[title taken from 'whispers in the dark' by skillet] either you'll understand this or you won't, but my prayer is that this like, hopefully, the rest of my writing will mean something to you, and that you'll leave feeling better, stronger or comforted.Fiction: Spiritual, T, English, Angst & Poetry, words: 1k+, 11/12/2007
1 my silent purgatory
there is no form of cleansing in my own blood that stains the flow of pain, the taste of agony i am forever beyond redemption.Poetry: Religion, T, English, Angst & Horror, words: 1k+, 11/12/2007
2 agony is not enough
i'll tear you from deep inside where the burning screams and the Feeling stains & i'll call it Bleeding as you rot inside my scars i'll call it our twisted abortion as the pain spreads into InfectionPoetry: Love, T, English, Angst & Tragedy, words: 653, 11/11/2007
6 in memory of laura : a prayer for kate »
[ and i can't help being afraid. ]Poetry: Friendship, T, English, Horror & Tragedy, chapters: 2, words: 2k+, favs: 2, 11/10/2007
4 and darkness doesn't hide the memory
[and i will never breathe again without bleeding.]Poetry: General, T, English, Angst & Tragedy, words: 319, 11/7/2007
1 from inside the nightmare
[somewhat graphic] when i'm in agony, i wish that i didn't remember how to feel. and then when it freezes over, i dream of the hellnightmareaddiction of when i broke the numbness with blood.Poetry: Life, M, English, Angst & Horror, words: 1k+, 11/7/2007
30 black roses »
[oldresubmittedshorter writing] everything from angst to horror to haikus to snapshots of beautiful imagery. proof that i write about more than myself.Poetry: General, K+, English, chapters: 14, words: 1k+, favs: 5, follows: 1, 10/14/2007
5 n i g h t m a r e s
once when i was nine, i prayed to God to let me know how it felt to be dead just for a few hours, and then let me wake up again. three years later, He answered my prayer, but i've been dead for three years instead. be careful what you ask for.Poetry: Life, T, English, Horror & Spiritual, words: 463, 10/14/2007
3 and we all have a hell
[title: from first to last] they've already stolen away my right to bleed, which i've let go only because of the crippling fear but please don't take away the most painful addiction, the beauty behind the swollen scars ...Fiction: Young Adult, T, English, Angst & Tragedy, words: 3k+, 10/1/2007
1 true loveaddiction never dies
and the bleeding lovemarks never fade.Fiction: General, T, English, Angst & Poetry, words: 586, 9/27/2007
3 as your voice fades
i fell to my knees and started screaming bleeding myself away in burning agony where they couldn't see but i know they tasted my blistered desperationPoetry: Love, T, English, Angst & Tragedy, words: 1k+, favs: 1, 9/27/2007