I'm confused. I feel like someone took my head and spun it all around. So now I've lost my way. I don't know where I'm going and I don't know where I've been. I don't know how I feel. I don't know what I think. These are my scribblings that keep me company in this strange state of being I've found myself in. I'm afraid these are as terrible as you think they are. Have no qualms in telling me such.