Abby Arons PM
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Aquiantance
Blaming midnight magic on the music that was playing in the background, and waiting for all this confusion between me and you to come to a resolution, like the leading tone.
Poetry: Love, M, English, Angst & Romance, words: 282, 11/5/2009
Addiction
turning the water in the shower to scorching, trying to burn off the remains of adult sins.
Poetry: Love, M, English, Romance & Angst, words: 109, 11/5/2009
1 Five By Five
panic attacks as you realize what is finally going on.
Poetry: Love, K+, English, Romance & Spiritual, words: 105, 11/5/2009
Minor
Under age. Musical key. Small. Insignificant. Not large. Secondary study subject. love affair.
Poetry: Life, T, English, words: 69, 9/20/2009
Neckline
Kim Addonizio, watching graduation, dreaming of her, sleeping with him.
Poetry: Friendship, M, English, Friendship & Poetry, words: 533, 9/14/2009
Namine, or Daddy
my father. this poem desperately wanted to be a love poem about maybe a boy, or maybe a girl. sylvia plath style.
Poetry: Family, T, English, Romance & Family, words: 147, 9/14/2009
Anatomy
Fictional poetry.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Friendship, words: 98, 9/14/2009
Canldes
waking up, or going to sleep, or both, with the windows wide open and a man by your side.
Poetry: Friendship, T, English, Poetry & Friendship, words: 106, 9/14/2009
All Of Me
summer break.
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Friendship, words: 86, 9/13/2009
Whispered
Stream of consciousness. Running away with my friend. A poetry reading of Henri Cole. My stay at the hospital. Sylvia Plath emulation. My best friend. The rest of our conversation. Running Away.
Poetry: Friendship, K, English, Hurt/Comfort & Friendship, words: 338, 2/8/2009
1 Precipice
On the edge of falling in love. On the edge of dying.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Romance, words: 200, 12/28/2008
The Breaking
I fell asleep with my friend the one I love and in the dreaming I was breaking down again, and relived those horrible days spent in the mental health ward, and couldn't wake myself up and escape.
Poetry: Love, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 236, 12/25/2008
Saturnalia
Mostly about 1. The actual overdose and going crazy and being found on the floor at 1 AM and 2. Trying to decide you think many things when you think you're dying if I survived should I tell the person I loved that I love them.
Poetry: Love, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Friendship, words: 517, 12/25/2008
Sing Me A Lullibye Goodbye
Post hospitalization. Is it sad that this is how I now measure time? Trying to reconcile human need to hate someone and human need to move on. Coming to terms with imperfection. And the ever present option.
Poetry: Love, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 338, 12/25/2008
Hospitalized
I don't know why I did it. Actually, I do. But I'm not really legally allowed to talk about that incident anymore. Either way, I ended up in inpatient mental health. And I couldn't get ahold of you before I left.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 144, 12/25/2008
Ghost
Pre-hospitalization. A Petrarch sonnet. Sylvia Plath is my favorite poetess.
Poetry: General, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 125, 12/25/2008
Bones
Written after being discharged from inpatient mental health. Written about the arrogant doctor. Written about my best friend, whom I'm in love with. Written about my longing to be with someone and be completely alone.
Poetry: General, T, English, Angst & Friendship, words: 345, favs: 1, 12/25/2008
Out Of Print
Written as a self reflection on why and how one loves and it's complications; loving someone who doesn't love you back, loving someone who is not of your persuasion, loving someone while hating them for being what they are, and hating yourself for loving.
Poetry: Love, T, English, Romance & Friendship, words: 284, 12/25/2008
Not Quite Right
Another angsty love poem for the best friend. Not exactly what I expected.
Poetry: Friendship, K, English, Romance & Angst, words: 238, 12/7/2008
2 Waltzing over Nothing
Poem I wrote when I was in love with my best friend.
Poetry: Friendship, K, English, Friendship & Romance, words: 106, favs: 1, 12/7/2008