Stats For Ricky's Morbid Little Bitch
WHAT'S UP WITH YOUR NAME?
If you know me personally or go to school with me, you'll understand. :)
SO, WHAT'S YOUR REAL NAME?
I'd rather not say, if you don't mind.
DATE OF BIRTH
December 31, 1990 (18 years old)
(VAMPIRE COUNTERPART'S DATE OF BIRTH/DEATH)
(see birth month and day), 1866 (139 years old)
NICKNAME(S)?
Vane, Vinny, Veny, Gothic Fairy, Evanescence, Morticia, Spooky, Batty, Satan, Luci aka "Lucifer", Lucy, and "that freaky Goth chick", thus the story behind my e-mail address
A FEW WORDS TO DESCRIBE YOU?
Artist, Antagonist, Anarchist, Agnostic/Atheist/Antichrist
LOVES
My husband Ricky, my "platonic soulmate"/best friend Leena (There!), blood, knives, razors, coffins, black lace, platform boots, corsets, bats, skeletons, tattoos, fishnet and mesh, black eyeliner, men with lip piercings (ultimate fetish), long hair on men, cemeteries in the rain, watching the rain from a rooftop, caffeine, Pepsi, Coke, Kurt Cobain, Brandon Lee, Randy Rhodes (all RIP), Edward Furlong (so unconventionally cute), horror movies, Finnish/Scandinavian rock stars, "dark tormented artists", boys that taught themselves how to play guitar or any other variety of self-taught musicians, all-around nice guys, colored eyes on men or women, positive attention, negative attention, , tragic heroes, isolation, Halloween, the idea that true love might actually exist even if it doesn't for me, Hershey's Cookies and Cream candy bars, KFC Popcorn Chicken, gay guys (best friends :) ), bad Emo music when I'm depressed (usually ends up being Fall Out Boy)
HATES
Gerard Way for what he did to Bert McCracken (I don't care WHAT the circumstances are; ditching your friends just 'cause they have problems!? NOT O-FUCKING-KAY!!), stupid people that try to sound smart, smart-sounding stupid questions, cheerleaders, Sprite, Corn Nuts, preps, posers, politics (oh my!) and how much it's fucked up the world, humanity as a whole, Liars, homophobes, sexists, scene-ster kids, perky people that try to cheer you up when you're perfectly fine being in a crappy mood, Evil Ex-Boyfriends, Cheaters, the "Tch tch" motion, boredom, hip-hop, pop, the color yellow, the color orange (unless it's paired with black; then it's Halloween), Christmas, depression, isolation, my mind, people that are Goth just because it somehow becomes a trend, people that follow trends aka fashion zombies, faking to impress people, anyone messing with my friends, being called a lesbian or a Satanist (only because I am neither), Hawthorne Heights, people purposely singing songs I hate to piss me off
EX-BOYFRIENDS+EX-GIRLFRIENDS
14
LONGEST RELATIONSHIP TO DATE?
Three months, on and off, with my first girlfriend, who was and is a bona fide psycho. Followed by ALMOST three months with my equally psychotic, possessive ex-boyfriend.
VIRGIN?
No, but I HUGELY regret it. Would it be considered rape, since he actually PRESSURED me?
SUMMARY OF MENTAL ILLNESS
Cutter; suicidal, homicidal; clinically depressed (grade 41, with 10 being a "cause for concern"); first real suicide attempt in the 7th grade when I was 13; never been hospitalized or institutionalized, but I have a vivid mental image of that happening in the near feature, and it scares the crap out of me; manic depression; bipolar disorder; occasional anxiety; insomnia that seems to run rampant at Leena's house
IF YOU WERE TO CHOOSE ONE OF THE MOST APPROPRIATE OF THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS, WHICH WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
Wrath. I'm a very vengeful person.
HEROES
Otep Shamaya, Angela Gossow, Oscar Wilde, Tim Burton, Kurt Cobain, Axl Rose, Randy Rhodes, Amy Lee, Cristina Scabbia, Wednesday 13, Mat Devine, Ville Valo, Robert Smith, Anne Rice, Joseph Vargo, Tobin Bell (Jigsaw), Anjelica Huston (Morticia Addams ), Christina Ricci (Wednesday Addams), Winona Ryder (Lydia Deetz), Rob Zombie, Sherri Moon Zombie (Baby Firefly), Bill Moseley (Otis Firefly), Trent Reznor
WHAT MAKES YOU SAD?
Is this a trick question?
RATIONAL FEARS
Big spiders (think "tarantulas"), sometimes—only sometimes—clowns
IRRATIONAL FEARS
Being lifted by people off the ground (only because I have a subconscious fear they're going to drop me), driving (deep-rooted nightmares), apathy
IRRATIONAL RATIONAL FEARS
Hospitals. There's a never-ending vibe of death. Hell, cemeteries are more peaceful. Sick people should get better in cemeteries, and dead people should be buried in hospitals.
HOPES AND DREAMS
- Discover reasons that life is worthing trudging through for
- Stay out of a mental asylum (who knows how well that will go)
- Recover mentally (impossible)
- Be just a little less scary so I can only scare away the people I want to scare away
- Find someone who won't be afraid of me (Ricky)
- Be less vengeful
- Be less morose
- Meet Mat Devine
- Buy a pair of combat and/or platform boots
- BECOME A SUICIDE GIRL! \,/
GUILTY PLEASURES
Jessica Vasquez aka "Kinky" (SHE'S A SUICIDE GIRL NOW!!), Hello Kitty, Happy Bunny, Hannah Montana, Avril Lavigne, Ryan Cabrera (It's all my sister's fault!! He's fucking GORGEOUS!), Will & Grace
FIVE FAVORITE SONGS OF ALL TIME
(No particular order)
- Thunder—Boys Like Girls
- Hero / Heroine—Boys Like Girls
- Race The Dream—Kill Hannah
- Wrap Myself Around You—Kill Hannah
- Don't Jump—Tokio Hotel
THREE FAVORITE MOVIES
- Nightmare Before Christmas
- The Crow
- Fight Club
MARITAL STATUS
Married to my ultra-sexy husband, Ricky. Two years this Valentine's Day! :D
IF YOU COULD BRING SOMEONE BACK FROM THE DEAD, WOULD YOU? IF SO, WHO?
No. It would be a sad existence.
IF YOU COULD MAKE SOMEONE IMMORTAL SO THEY COULD BE WITH YOU FOR ETERNITY, WOULD YOU?
... There was one point in time where I would have wanted nothing more than that. Sadly, it turned out that this person did not. So, no. Besides, making someone immortal for your own purposes would be heartless and selfish.
If I COULD, though, it would be Ricky.
((NOTE: Yes, I am madly, completely, totally, craz-ily, insanely in love with my husband. Shouldn't everybody be?))
ANY LAST THOUGHTS?
Fuck off.