Fire of the Vampire
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5I'm Sorry Mom
I love my mom. I really do. But I feel inferior to my siblings, weaker somehow. I feel like I'm not a good daughter.Poetry: General, K, English, Angst, words: 164, favs: 1, 3/29/2003
3Don't Want You There
I really dislike my sister sometimes. So much that I don't want her to be a part of my life.Poetry: General, K, English, Angst, words: 120, 3/29/2003
3Don't Think I Do
Sometimes my older sister can be so cruel I don't think I love her, although I know in my heart I do.Poetry: General, K, English, Angst, words: 51, 3/29/2003
6Kill Me
I sometimes feel really inferior and I think momentarily that I want to die, but I'm not suicidal. I just want everything to stop sometimes.Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst, words: 156, 3/29/2003
13A Shooting Star
Someone told me that I should write something happy, so I tried. Even underlying in this one there's sort of a depressing edge. Oh well. Smile and make a wish!Poetry: General, K, English, Romance, words: 54, favs: 1, 10/28/2002
14Be Me
What would I give if I could finally be me?Poetry: General, K, English, Angst, words: 69, 10/27/2002
8And Then You Said Goodbye
Just a little freestyle. Not too much to say about this one.Poetry: General, K, English, Angst, words: 107, favs: 1, follows: 1, 10/25/2002
9Let Me Breathe
Ever had someone who was the sole reason for your very existence leave you? And then you couldn't breathe?Poetry: General, K, English, Angst, words: 118, favs: 1, 10/25/2002
7Forever In My Hold
Vampiric. My kind of writing. I offer you forever, forever in my hold.Poetry: General, K, English, Angst & Drama, words: 88, 10/25/2002
6Tossing And Turning
Tossing and turning, emotions were strong. There's a line in here that came out odd, but it kind of fits the poem.Poetry: General, K, English, Angst, words: 89, 10/25/2002
6Losing My Grip On Reality
I got the title from a dream I had and decided to see what I could come up with. Reality leaves me behind, ocean quenches my thirst. Two lines that did not make the final cut.Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst, words: 45, favs: 1, 10/25/2002
3Feel Truly Alive
Based on a movie in which the main character was a cutter and felt: "You're my best friend. You know everything about me. Did you know this?"Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst & Drama, words: 121, favs: 1, 10/25/2002
2Goodbye
Let me fly and end it all . . . I guess it's time to say goodbye.Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst, words: 87, 10/25/2002
2All For One, One For All
All for one, one for all. That's how it was supposed to be. I guess it won't ever be the same again.Poetry: General, K, English, Angst, words: 98, 10/25/2002
10Lying Here
Another painful moment, another angsty poem. Anyone seeing some sort of pattern here?Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst, words: 85, 9/3/2002
5Always My Fault
This was the product of being hurt. Like I said in my bio, sad and angsty poems are my specialty.Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst, words: 119, 9/3/2002
4Again
I was sad. Hurt. Angry. Confused. So I wrote. Again.Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst, words: 47, 9/3/2002
3Falling, Flying
I usually don't write in this format (i.e. hardly any capitalization, no stanzas) but that's how this one came out. It's sort of like the last things going through a jumper's head.Poetry: General, K+, English, Drama & Angst, words: 451, 9/1/2002