5 All The Same In a moment, I've decided that I'm done feeling and hurting and healing. I've decided that I'd rather be totally numb than cut myself.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 27, favs: 1, 1/17/2010
1 untruths Seeping into my ming and melting my brain, all these lies are toxic.
Poetry: Love, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 17, favs: 2, 12/7/2009
1 Talking Your words, choking me like so much smoke from lipstick-stained cigarettes, spew from your mouth far too quickly.
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Family & Angst, words: 35, 12/7/2009
2 I'm Begging You I'm begging you to hush, just be quiet, stop fussing. Please. Shhh.
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Family & Hurt/Comfort, words: 25, 12/5/2009
3 Haiku Are Easy Haiku came up at a family function and I said haiku are easy and was challenged to come up with one on the the spot, this is the result.
Poetry: Haiku, K, English, Humor, words: 13, favs: 1, 11/26/2009
1 Sprawl Whenever I go into the suburbs it feels weird to me; the sprawl and the sameness and the feeling that I'm about to vomit.
Poetry: Family, T, English, Family, words: 38, 11/26/2009
2 igiveup A little angsty bit I wrote one day.
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 27, 11/26/2009
1 Happy Birthday I'm fifteen but still so stupid, waiting the keyword; old. Kind of drabble ish .
Poetry: Life, K+, English, Angst, words: 52, 11/15/2009
2 Consumed What my friends would call obsession, my approach towards school rises from necessity. I can't very well get a B, can I?
Poetry: School, K, English, Poetry, words: 15, favs: 1, 11/7/2009
1 Wishes For Now I panic a bit too much. My heart races too fast. I need silence, just for a moment, quiet in my head at last.
Poetry: Life, K, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 72, 11/7/2009
Health Care Finally The oft-mentioned proposed health care bill has passed 220-215 in The House! This is a happy occasion! Just a little random poem about it.
Poetry: Politics, K+, English, Poetry, words: 52, 11/7/2009
1 Gone I wrote this for a friend who left two months ago. This is about the exact moment when I realized he was gone.
Poetry: Friendship, K+, English, Angst & Friendship, words: 67, 11/4/2009
2 The Beast Scared, shaky, sick, unsure, I try to hold on, staying one step ahead of The Beast.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 118, favs: 1, 11/4/2009
3 Call It Crimson Call it crimson, scarlet, sanguine/name them cuts, marks, scars, slices" all the words mean just the same thing, really.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 44, 11/4/2009
15Mind Spill » This is a collection of short poems I wrote on oneword. I was given a word and sixty seconds, the results being these "mind spills," usually reflecting whatever I was thinking at that time. Some of it's angsty, some is happy, and some is just weird.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Romance, chapters: 40, words: 4k+, favs: 2, follows: 2, updated: 9/30/2009 published: 5/31/2009
3 Night This is nothing more than a short reflection on my thoughts at night.
Poetry: Haiku, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 13, 8/25/2009
1 Soothing It's soothing to know I have a way to feel okay; that's a really comforting fact. I just wish that I didn't need anything sharp to feel like that.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 85, 8/24/2009
1 Mourning A girl I went to school with recently lost her mother. The community out pour was phenomenal, this girl's Facebook wall was covered, and everyone kept saying R.I.P. This is a reflection on who society deals with death, and how it's really kind of twisted.
Poetry: General, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 141, 8/24/2009
Kindergarten This is a free-verse poem which has my memories of kindergarten, for the most part.
Poetry: School, K+, English, Poetry, words: 289, 8/24/2009
1 Child A poem I wrote about how sometimes I feel like I'm a great child and how I sometimes hear I'm not. "my parents never deserved me;/they are always so confused."
Poetry: Family, T, English, Angst & Family, words: 70, favs: 1, 8/22/2009