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a bad poem about ptsd
pretend you aren't self-medicating.
Poetry: General, K, English, words: 88, 11/11/2023
the first summer I didn't get sober,
I went five days dry and felt proud.
Poetry: Life, T, English, words: 200, favs: 1, 6/19/2022
6someone you used to love »
here it is again, and it stings like the first time. / on losing people
Poetry: Life, T, English, chapters: 5, words: 1k+, favs: 2, follows: 1, updated: 5/20/2017 published: 3/1/2017
3lay your scars out in rows »
there are ghosts in the wall, and they crawl in your head through your ears. / pillowbook
Poetry: Life, T, English, chapters: 13, words: 2k+, favs: 1, updated: 5/20/2017 published: 5/3/2016
1 The explosion of your anger
The inevitable loss of the people we love.
Poetry: Friendship, T, English, words: 239, 9/29/2016
2 love is never meant to last
do you miss me? i ask, and she shrugs.
Poetry: Love, K+, English, words: 212, favs: 2, 4/24/2016
1 we don't talk anymore
it has been five years, and i am still afraid.
Poetry: Life, T, English, words: 243, favs: 2, follows: 1, 4/24/2016
24 the wires of my brain »
got cut and quietly rearranged. / pillowbook.
Poetry: Life, T, English, chapters: 15, words: 3k+, favs: 1, updated: 4/24/2016 published: 7/10/2015
the people you choose
we can sit in my living room and talk for days. / for my chosen family.
Poetry: Life, K, English, Family, words: 231, 9/15/2015
56 sleeping off demons »
i felt my anger swelling; i swam into its sea. / pillowbook / complete
Poetry: General, T, English, chapters: 20, words: 4k+, favs: 4, follows: 1, updated: 5/25/2015 published: 11/25/2014
21you asked me to fix you »
collection. / tw: abuse, rape.
Poetry: Life, T, English, chapters: 17, words: 3k+, favs: 6, follows: 1, updated: 5/19/2015 published: 7/23/2012
4 girls in leather jackets
i wear red lipstick so i'll look dangerous/ when we step outside for a smoke
Poetry: General, T, English, words: 200, favs: 1, 12/21/2014
5warmth spread through my body at the thought
today, i realized i didn't deserve it. / tw: reference to abuse
Poetry: Life, T, English, words: 142, favs: 4, follows: 1, 10/3/2013
2 derek
"i like that we will never be we." jeanann verlee. / friendship, in its safest form.
Poetry: General, K, English, Friendship, words: 188, favs: 1, 9/8/2013
4 depression
i want to turn my passivity into something beautiful. instead, i watch tv shows i don't care about.
Poetry: Life, K, English, words: 131, favs: 1, 9/4/2013
20 if i've changed you »
pillowbook.
Poetry: Love, T, English, chapters: 30, words: 5k+, favs: 8, follows: 1, updated: 6/7/2013 published: 5/1/2012
2 family ties
you are happier with me gone; count the weeks til my little brother leaves for college. / confessional. tw: neglect & implications of abuse.
Poetry: Family, T, English, words: 238, favs: 1, 4/16/2013