ethnologic » something a tad messier than the birds and bees.
Poetry: Haiku, T, English, Romance & Drama, chapters: 2, words: 124, 8/2
1 heart comes home "more purging—vomiting wordplay—than emesis, perhaps?" / on obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 132, favs: 1, 12/11/2020
1 juvenescence "...when Anger throws a house party upstairs & invites Self-Loathing who invites Unworthiness who brings the music. (it's loud all the time, though)." \\ cw: discussion of self-injury
Poetry: Life, T, English, Poetry & Angst, words: 570, 8/16/2020
line of fire "She takes bites & she takes gags... then begins to heal as if life depends on it because it does." People say you have become the enemy to beat them. She's slept & breathed the enemy—this is her eat. \\ cw: avoidant restrictive food intake disorder [arfid], mentions specific foods & death
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst & Poetry, words: 400, 8/16/2020
1 in a world of choices, i choose me inevitable introspection; "i am petrified of actuality." \\ cw: discussion of avoidant restrictive food intake disorder [arfid].
Fiction: Essay, T, English, Angst, words: 548, favs: 1, 6/10/2019
3 almost is never enough where & not where Chloe feels at home in a body not hers. \\ cw: dissociative identity-related body dysphoria.
Poetry: Life, T, English, Angst & Poetry, words: 226, 10/25/2018
1 trying to be real calling my lifeline, because i give up. \\ cw: dissociative disorder & alter violence.
Fiction: Essay, T, English, Angst, words: 804, 10/6/2018
1 of strawberries and sadness strawberry banana smoothies used to be my favourite. \\ cw: calories mention, food guilt.
Poetry: Life, T, English, words: 256, favs: 2, 2/20/2018