Running from the past Tears filled my eyes as I turned on my heel and ran, ran as fast as I could. My mind was swirling with thoughts of "what if" and "what is going to happen now." I didn't belong to my family as a child, and I still don't belong to them now, even my own twin. Ethan was the saviour in my life; he made me feel special, important and loved. Now all of that was out the window.