Umm... Let's see...
I only like reading fiction... not poetry...
I enjoy drawing, reading, and running.
My favourite book/book series is Maximum Ride or Harry Potter.
I have an enormous sweet tooth.
I have freckles, dark brown hair that looks golden or blue depending on the light. I'm and odd mix of European and Asian descent; thus, the hair color. I live in Houston, Texas. I'm a serious otaku (not serious enough dye my hair color... although I would do the contacts and put highlights in my hair). My favourite anime is Fairy Tail... To sum it all up, I'm a freak (as pointed out in my username). I'm not that popular, too.
I'm not 'up-to-date' fashion wise.
I'm probably never going to write a story... I've never heard the term 'lemon' used on this site... I enjoy reading about straight people better than yaoi/shonenai/gay or yuri/lesbian just because straight people fit better together. (that didn't really make sense, did it...) Umm... I'm American if you didn't find out... My favourite place in China is the Grand Hyatt in Beijing.
I'm keeping this short for YOU. YOU better be thankful... In reality I'm a cold heartless freak who only opens up when you try to get to know her better. The person I just described is "me". You cannot copyright "me"... Haha, Jk, no. I'm not like that. I took a personality test and got a 7.
Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school He told his friends that it was cool And when he pulled the trigger back It shot with a great crack Mummy I was a good girl I did what I was told I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another And all because he got the gun from his older brother Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush And tell my little sister that she is the only one now And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class And never to forget this and please don't let this pass Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack Mummy listen to me if you would I wanted to go to college I wanted to try things that were new I guess I'm not going with daddy On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married I wanted to have a kid I wanted to be an actress Mummy I wanted to live But mummy I must go now The time is getting late Mummy tell my Chris I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date I love you mummy I always have I know you know it's true Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you" In memory of the Columbian students that were lost Please if you would Pass this around I'd be happy if you could Don't smash this on the ground If you pass this on Maybe people will cry Just keep this in heart For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"
Now you have two choices 1) repost and show you care 2)ignore it and you have just proven you have a low-down, cold-heart (Please just copy and paste this on to your site and show that you care.)
My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad
What else could have made my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up all the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark my folks aren't home
When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound! I just heard a car
My daddy is back from Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse my name he calls I press myself
Against the hard wall
I try and hide from his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping he shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault that he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me and yells at me more,
I finally get free and I run for the door.
He's already locked it and I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues with more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream but its now much too late
His face has been twisted into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops and heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered me.
These kinds of things happen every day all around the world. Bring awareness to child abuse by copying and pasting this onto your profile.
If you DON'T you'll be haunted by the ghost of Sarah, and it'll prove to the world that you're a cruel mean person without a heart or soul. You'll die even though you don't have a heart. You'll go to hell or wherever. Then, you'll look up. You'll see the Earth. You'll see a slightly Asain looking animal laughing at you (reference to below). You'll furrow our eyes in confusion. You don't know, but it'll be at the back of your mind as you look past Earth. Flash forward (A/N: WAHHHH!!!! Ultear died! I feel so bad for Meredy!), you stop looking at Earth and focus your sight past it. You see a bright light. You see spirits. One is Jamaican (A/N: Did I spell that right?), another is Filipino. You see a golden-ishy haired spririt falsh a peace sign to a redhead, a brunette and a quiet looking Asain with glasses. (My friends if you didn't figure that one out...) Then you'l remember one specific part of your life. That part is when you read this. You suddenly regret your actions of not pasting this onto your profile. But it's too late now. You'll slowly die another painful death in the pits of hell or wherever. Unless you're going to be a flower like me (another reference to below). IF SO you'll see a slightly Asain looking animal, whether carnivorous or not, eat you up and your (nonexistent) soul will extinguish like a flame from a match or candle. THE END. FIN. FINISHED. DONE. Oh how I love CAPS LOCK... Now read the next one below.
If you DO you be rewarded in heaven or wherever else you'll be going. If your an atheist like me, then you'll probably be reincarnated as an animal instead of a flower or tree. (I'm told by my Catholic friends that I'll be reincarnated as a flower when I die, and they'll be going to heaven) You'll either act normal up in heaven or wherever or eat up all the bad plants (reference to above).
JK... I'm not entirely sure if this is short or not. Compared to my fanfiction account, this is pretty damn short.
Okay... I'm seriously crying right now as I type this. I just watched a couple videos on Amanda Todd on Youtube... Yes, I'm slow... On everything. But it makes me cry so much!
On September 7, 2012, Todd posted a 9-minute YouTube video entitled My Story: Struggling, bullying, suicide and self harm, which showed her using a series of flash cards to tell of her experiences being bullied. The video post went viral, receiving over 1,600,000 views by October 13, 2012, with news websites from around the world linking to it.During the video, Todd writes that when she was in grade 7, around the same time she moved in with her father,she used video chat to meet new people over the Internet and she received compliments on her looks. A stranger convinced Todd to bare her breasts on camera. The individual later blackmailed her with threats to expose the topless photo to her friends unless she gave a "show."
After two years, Todd returned to live with her mother in March 2012. Todd wrote that during the next Christmas break,police informed her at 4:00 a.m. that the photo was circulating on the Internet. Todd wrote that she experienced anxiety, depression, and panic disorder due to the experience. Her family moved to a new home, where Todd later stated that she began using drugs and alcohol.A year later, the individual reappeared, creating a Facebook profile which used the topless photograph as the profile image, and contacting classmates at her new school. Again Todd was teased, eventually changing schools for a second time. She wrote that she began chatting to "an old guy friend" who contacted her. The friend invited Todd to his house, where they had sex while his girlfriend was on holiday.
The following week, the girlfriend and a group of others physically attacked Todd at school, shouting insults and punching her to the ground. Following the attack, Todd attempted suicide by drinking bleach, but she survived after being rushed to hospital to have her stomach pumped. "It killed me inside and I thought I actually was going to die," Todd commented in her video.After returning home, Todd discovered abusive messages about her failed suicide attempt posted to Facebook. Her family moved to another city to start afresh, but Todd was unable to escape the past. According to her mother, "Every time she moved schools he would go undercover and become a Facebook friend. What the guy did was he went online to the kids who went to (the new school) and said that he was going to be a new student — that he was starting school the following week and that he wanted some friends and could they friend him on Facebook. He eventually gathered people’s names and sent Amanda’s video to her new school," including students, teachers, and parents.
Six months later, further messages and abuse were still being posted to social networking sites. Todd's mental state worsening, she began to engage in self-mutilation. Despite taking her prescribed anti-depressants and receiving counseling, she overdosed and was hospitalized for two days.Todd was teased by other students at her school for her low grades, a consequence of a language-based learning disability and for the time she spent in hospital to treat her severe depression. "It didn’t really help that after she got out of the hospital recently some kids started calling her ‘psycho’ and saying she had been in the crazy hospital," her mother said. "She went to the hospital, she had therapy, she had counselling, she was on a good track. On the day she gets out, that happens. I shake my head and I think, 'Are kids really that nasty, do they really not think, what if it was them?'"
On October 10, 2012, at about 6:00 PM, Todd was found hanged at her home.