6Desert Lust It's difficult to describe.. I just started writing about the physical embodiment of my emotions, and this is the result.
Poetry: Song, K, English, Angst, words: 169, 11/19/2003
6Winter In My Dreams Could also function as song lyrics. A contemplative piece, inspired by dreams of snow...
Poetry: Life, K, English, words: 39, favs: 1, 11/19/2003
15Threads of Fate These lyrics speak not only of the danger of indifference toward life but the effect one's decisions can have upon his or her life
Poetry: Song, K+, English, words: 234, favs: 1, 4/21/2003
9Searching For Life My thoughts on changes that I've gone through as I've matured.. and yet it doesn't seem I've changed as much as I wanted to.
Poetry: Song, K, English, words: 226, 3/6/2003
10The Price Of Pleasure A melancholy love song about how opening yourself to another can ultimately hurt both of you.
Poetry: Song, K+, English, Romance, words: 182, favs: 1, 10/27/2002
10The Oath This is my reflection on a time when I lost my restraint and stepped beyond the boundary of friends..
Poetry: Song, T, English, Angst, words: 232, favs: 1, 9/29/2002
20Last Apology I'm back with some new lyrics! This is a song about the fights I had with my friend before I finally figured out that she wasn't worth my time, and I wasn't the one who should be apologizing.
Poetry: Song, K+, English, words: 173, 7/24/2002
15My Innocence This is a dark song about sexual abuse. I don't know where I got the inspriation, but I started writing and it just came out. I hope none of the readers can relate, but R&R anyway, please.
Poetry: Song, T, English, Angst, words: 207, favs: 1, 4/20/2002
23Endless Waltz My dance... it won't end the way you expect it to.
Poetry: General, K+, English, Angst, words: 81, favs: 3, 3/23/2002
7Cowardice Me screaming at myself because I can never stand up to face my fears. I hate my cowardice...
Poetry: Song, T, English, Angst, words: 179, 2/25/2002
8Buried Alive This is about that empty lonely feeling I get sometimes. I just has to spill it out somehow so I started writing. This is what came out.
Poetry: Song, T, English, Angst, words: 315, 2/25/2002
18Confinement I wrote this song when I was sick of being held back by everyone around me. I was sick of the criticizm, sick of everything and everyone, and I wrote this... you may like it, you may not, but leave a review for me.
Poetry: Song, T, English, Angst, words: 204, favs: 1, 2/12/2002
5Friendship I wrote this poem for all my friends... if you read my songs, you'll find this is quite a bit different. So I do have a softer side...
Poetry: General, K, English, words: 143, favs: 1, 12/24/2001
14Aftertaste This came to while I was thinking about how things could be different if I had made different choices. The "aftertaste" is basically my feelings after I was done thinking... it's hard to describe, just R&R for me.
Poetry: Song, K+, English, Angst, words: 242, 11/22/2001
12Disease I'm not sure how to describe this, but I'll try. It's basically how I see myself as ugly, inside and out, and how my ugliness is like a disease in me.
Poetry: Song, K+, English, Angst, words: 244, 11/6/2001
19Place In My Heart Ok, since I've heard more than a few people complain about only posting angst, here is a romance song I pulled out of my notebook. Try not to flame on it too bad, I don't want to lose all my dignity.
Poetry: Song, K, English, Romance, words: 237, favs: 1, 10/28/2001
7Hurricane This is a bit of a trip through my head, for those of you who wish to venture into it. It describes my self doubt and always asking myself how I'm going to mess things up next... it's like a hurricane inside my head.
Poetry: Song, T, English, Angst, words: 338, 10/28/2001
10Change My girl wanted me to call this "A Tale of a Loser Duck", and I had to put that in the summary, else she would've gotten mad and all... anyway, this is about how I feel like I need to change to make everyone else feel better and to erase this horrible hatr
Poetry: Song, K+, English, Angst, words: 340, favs: 1, 10/18/2001
10Just Like You This was written at a time when all my stability came out from under me, and for the first time, I didn't know what to do. A lot of problems are described in this, and I'm not sure how to describe.. just read and tell me what you think.
Poetry: Song, T, English, Angst, words: 200, 9/30/2001
17Immature I write too much angst. This was written after I tried to explain why I am the way I am and they said that I was just immature.
Poetry: Song, T, English, Angst, words: 210, 9/24/2001